Maybe it's because the boys have been a royal handful this holiday break, or because my moms tenant moved out leaving the place a wreck and I've been trying to help getting it back in shape so someone else can move in. I just don't know, but I'm not feeling it.
I just want to sit around and do nothing. I'm hoping that Monday with the kids going back, and the therapists returning for Chris, things will start being "normal" again, and I can put some order in my life, but for now, I'm feeling rather useless.
Man, it stinks!!!!!!!!
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I don't know you well enough to know if this will offend or not (hope not), but have you thought about seeing a doc for depression??
I had to start taking anti-depressants after the move to michigan, the winters are just too long with no sun.
Anna, you've been through so much--I'm so sorry. I hope getting back to your routine will help but I know it'll be awhile before you feel "normal" again...which ironically, not feeling normal IS normal because you are grieving!!
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