Friday, November 7, 2008

It's over...

My worst fear has come true, the baby is gone.
Went in to the hospital for the ultrasound and the technician took a bunch of measurements and then when she displayed the heart rate it was flat lined.
According to the measurements I was 15weeks 2 days, that was less than 5 days ago.
I'm just numb right now, I don't even know how to feel.
I go in on Tuesday for my D & E. I chose to get sedated and let them do their thing, I can't bear to go through labor.
Thank you all for your prayers and support.

19 comments:

Shana said...

Oh Anna, I am TRULY sorry for your loss. We are praying for you and your family. I'm here if you need me...I know what you are going through.
~Shana

C said...

I'm sorry. I know your sadness too -I was around 18 weeks when I lost the first pregnancy. It's so difficult for the mom and very sad for everyone. Sending thoughts of comfort you and your family's way.

Diane said...

Anna, I'm praying for you and your family. I'm so sorry ya'll are having to go through this! If there is anything i can do please let me know!

Teress999 said...

O..Anna. I am so sorry. I am praying for you , dave and the boys. I am here if you need anything.

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry Anna.

Melissa said...

Oh Anna,

I am so, so sorry for your loss.

I don't know what else to say...I'm speechless.

((hugs))

~Melissa

Special K said...

Oh Anna- my heart breaks for you and your family. I know you were really excited about this new little-one-to-be and it seemed like perfect timing. How unbelievable to get into that second trimester and feel "safe" only to lose the baby. Hugs to you for the next events upcoming.

C. Beth said...

Oh, Anna--I am so terribly sorry and grieving with you for your little baby. Pregnancy loss is so, so hard. I will pray for you.

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry Anna!!! My heart goes out to you. {{{{HUGS}}}}

Patty said...

Oh, Anna. I am so sorry, and I will be thinking of you and your family. Sending lots of prayers.

Stephanie said...

I am so sorry for your loss Anna. If you need anything at all please let me know.

Strange Mamma said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers.

Traci said...

My heart is truely aching for you. What a horrible loss. I'm so sorry. I will continue to pray for you and your family.

Angeltazcuddy said...

awww Anna, i'm so truely very sorry for your loss. I dont' have the words to tell you how sorry i am.
hugs honey
Callie

Bri said...

Anna, I am so so so so sorry. I have been where you are, except I was 26wks along. The same thing happened, the dr couldnt find the heartbeat and we went for an ultrasound to see if we could find it. I know exactly how you feel and no words can make any better. Know that you have tons of friends thinking about you and praying for you. If you need to talk or anything, you know where to find us! Big hugs! XOXOXOX

Shanna said...

I am so shocked and sorry to be reading about your loss this morning. I took the weekend away from the computer or I would have written sooner. My heart is sad for you and your family. I just can't imagine how awful this would be. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Shanna

Sasha said...

Thinking of you.... So sorry for your loss.

Shan said...

Anna,

I'm very sad for you. I've had this experience, too. The children I've had since then don't change the fact that I miss the babies I never met face to face. You will always miss and love this little person, but the pain as you feel it right now will ease.

With love and sorrow,

Shan

Becky said...

I am so, so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

Becky from BBC