Well today I had my D&E follow up. I am physically back to normal and should expect blessed AF between 4 and 6 weeks. My uterus is nice and small and I have been given the green light after my next cycle...............all good.
As far as the baby, the birth "products" were all normal and we're still waiting for the genetics results....so no answers yet.
I will keep everyone posted.
added to update:
I just got a call from the doctor. The genetics results are in and the baby was a "normal female".
Now things are even worst.
The little girl I've always wanted..........
I don't know how to react, what to do, my Angelina Maria will never be with us.
I don't even think I want to try again, I'm just afraid. I guess I'm not meant to have a girl after all.If everything was NORMAL! then how could God just take her away. How do I justify this....
It's just not fair.
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Goodluck. You're probably past the worst of it. The results of all our tests were totally inconclusive and/or negative. At first that was frustrating, but we soon just accepted it and moved on. Whatever it is for you, sending good thoughts your way.
I agree, not fair. She will be waiting for you guys in heaven. I will keep you in my prayers.
Anna, I am so sorry again for your loss. I will have to say that this really struck a nerve for me to find out the baby was a girl. I can not even begin to imagine how you must feel.
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